For the ones who outgrew the answers, but never stopped seeking.
The four-step path from a borrowed faith to your own living connection with the Divine, built on 45 years in the original languages and early Church history.
You're not lost. You're awakening.
Dr. Kluane Spake
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You haven't lost God. You've lost trust in what you were told about God. That's not the end. It's the beginning.
You love God, but the old answers don't fit anymore. You want truth, not tradition.
Religion started to feel like a control system. But the hunger for the sacred never left you.
You believe in something bigger. You just don't know what yet. You want to connect, without fear.
THE QUESTIONS NO ONE ANSWERED
Questioning isn't failure. It's the first sign you're awakening.
I've spent 45+ years in the original languages, history, and early Church sources. The real answers are more beautiful than the ones you were given.
Start with my free e-book: 5 Truths You Were Never Taught in Church
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Many voices help you take faith apart. I help you put it back together.
A four-step path from a borrowed faith to your own living connection with the Divine.
See where your beliefs came from, and which ones are really yours.
Open the questions you were told never to ask.
Rebuild on truth, history, and the original languages.
Expand into wonder, oneness, and a living connection.
MEET THE SPIRITUAL ENGINEER
There's gotta be more, and there is. I help people who are looking for more rightly rebuild their faith with honesty, accuracy, depth, and wonder.
I was named after a lake in the Yukon. My dad delivered mail by dog team in the Arctic. So I guess adventure was always in my blood.
I grew up in Anchorage, raised my family in Fairbanks, and pastored for 14½ years in Guam. For 45+ years I've helped people separate what Scripture actually says from what tradition added on top of it.
I've taught worldwide as a theologian, author of 30+ books, International Apostle, licensed coach and counselor, and certified hypnotherapist. I hold two earned doctorates.
But for a long time, I didn't want to question either. As a minister, I wanted to belong to the ministerial groups around me. The deeper I went into the original languages and history, the more I saw that belonging and truth weren't always the same thing. In the end, the truth mattered more.
Today I live in Atlanta with my husband, Rodell. I'm a mom of four, a grandmother of seven, and a brand-new great-grandmother. I love travel, a cappella singing, and graphic design.
I honor the sacred. I question the inherited. And I believe every person deserves a faith that is free of fear and full of wonder.
REAL PEOPLE. REAL CHANGE.
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How to apprehend spiritual realities.
Train your spiritual senses to discern what's real in the unseen.
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Solving the mystery about Melchizedek!
Who was Melchizedek, and what does his king-priest order mean for you today?
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The uncensored sexual history of Christianity.
The church's own history, told honestly. For open-minded adult readers.
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God's Song is a love song. The Song of Solomon, literally translated.
For open-minded adult readers. Honest, uncensored, and unapologetically accurate translation.
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Two books: the history of the afterlife, and what Jesus revealed about death.
Trade fear for love. What Jesus really taught about death.
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The Kingdom has already come. Can you see it?
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Tetelestai: what "It is finished" really means.
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